I remember when I was merely contemplating my unhappiness within my marriage, and starting to think about scratching the surface to look deep inside in order to find some answers. It was a difficult time and I had no idea how things would go or how to get started, so I was spending a lot of time meditating, walking and journaling – this was the beginning of my healing journey even though I was still married.
Around this time I spoke with the wife of a former business colleague. I had run into him and heard they divorced, and I reached out to her. She said something to me at that time that I always remembered: she told me that the love one finds with another after divorce and healing is the most precious love possible. She was so happy and grounded, and I was happy for her.
I forgot about the conversation until I was years out of divorce and healing, and had started dating. As I’ve mentioned in other posts I was not looking for a relationship when I started dating – and I think this is a NECESSARY mindset for dating post-divorce; it is only possible once you have done the healing work. I wanted to experience meeting different men and connecting with them. I knew exactly the qualities I would not compromise in a partner, but I was not yet ready for that and had no expectations of the men I met.
The clarity I had in being in this position was powerful – I was so proud of myself for all the difficult healing work I had accomplished, and especially for having learned who I am, what I needed and wanted in my new life and in a future partnership, when the timing was right. I knew that the timing would be right when it WAS, so I lived in the moment and had fun.
At some point down the road the right time unexpectedly came, and the connection I had with him was unlike any other in my lifetime. I remembered what the woman told me years before on the phone about the love relationship after divorce and healing being remarkably different than any other…and she was right. My partner literally checks all the boxes on my list – which is mind-blowing. Have you made a list yet? Check out this blog for more information.
The reason I had been able to connect with this man (I never used online dating) was because we had both done a lot of healing work, we both knew what we wanted in a partner, and although neither of us was “on the hunt” for one (those who are never find one, or never find the “right” one), our energies attracted us to each other. The love we share is beautiful – we stay present, appreciative, communicative, and we laugh a lot.
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